The New Year...

If 2010 is half as good as 2009 was bad, I'll be happy...

Where I want to move...

Alaska!

(Not my photos)

Song Of The Day 3

Maybe it's because I'm crazy...Maybe it's because I just can't honestly tell you what I want.

Am I becoming so depressing that those people who say they care about me, love me, don't even want to deal with me?

You Say I Choose Sadness...That It Never Once Has Chosen Me

I think I'll go out and embarrass myself by getting drunk and falling down in the street...

Song Of The Day 2

I am in love with this song/band/video

Song of the day...

Because I do...

OhNo

Last night consisted of:

3am.Coffee

McDonalds.Smoking.

Driving.Flashing Lights

Pulling over.

Yeah.

I may have gotten arrested.

...Breaking Curfew

It was a wolf in sheeps clothing...Now it's so clear to me.

I am sick of being used.
I am sick of people pretending to be something that they aren't,
then when I feel as if I can trust them they let the person who they really are show,
and I realize I have just been played...Again.

I am giving up on people.

...Sorry.

I'm Hopeless...But Hoping

Why is it every time I try to put myself out there,
It ends with me further sinking into my own shell?

Last Night...

Consisted of:

Midnight.

Freezing Cold.

Taco Bell. Perverts.

Friends. Smoking.

Fire. Driving.

Walmart. 3 am.

Oreos. Truth or Dare.

Parental Control.

Coffee. Red Bull.

6 am. Sunrise.

10 Dollars. Breakfast.

9 am. Sleep.

I Sleep So I Don't Have To Feel...

All I can do is sleep.
That's the one thing I can do.
My dreams are the one place my troubles can't find me.

Identity...

Why is it so hard for me to figure out who I am...and who I want to be?